Friday, March 6, 2009

Here she comes again...


It’s the same thing again. I am tired of the incessant, sickening visits by this uninvited guest of mine. But an Indian I am, and Atithi devo bhava is my karma!
A weirdo she is. Never bothers to inform(warn I mean!) beforehand. Her sight leaves me devoid of every expression. Life sucked out of me! I become a deadpan, impassive, inane! 
Purpose of her visit is a question that has been haunting me since I first had the privilege of being her acquaintance. 
Now that she’s approaching me, I have started losing my sense. No sound is intelligible; my brain refuses to decipher any signals they receive, be it of sight or sound. My eyes are getting heavier. Drooping down again and again, against my will. She is trying to possess me. But I am fighting back.
Trying to have control over my limbs, I am resisting her with all my might. For a second it seems I have won the battle. My world regains all its colors, hues, sound and  joviality. But it’s a question of the whole war and she is the unconquered queen.
She incapacitates me again; I am dazed, anesthetized. Succumbing to a stronger adversary is always easier. Yet one’s conscience keeps on nudging on the other side, persuading, not to give up.
But I have exhausted all my reserves of energy. I am entering a stage of trance. Oh, its soothing, blissful. NO! One last attempt. I can!
Guess I can not. I give up! 

11 comments:

  1. doze off luv..doze off....its a bliss indeed :)
    and yeah btw..nic post..!!

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  2. hee hee, m sure thats your class room nap, isnt it!!!
    enjoyed reading it!!

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  3. hey...it was really nyc
    looking ahead 4 more posts from ur side....

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  4. hey..really a nyc description of our(all of us...i guess!) situation in classrooms....btw i dont bother nymore to fight back.. :D...ab to adat si hai mujhko.....hehe
    keep posting.....gud luck

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  5. enjoyed reading this!!
    keep on writing

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  6. Apt :) keep up d gud work n d struggle!!

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  8. well she is not so bad as described, as far i m concerned she is my best freind and with her i feel i m in heaven, she gives me the power to enjoy my day. But as far as blog is concerned the way of expression and the presentation of your so called "uninvited guest" was so impressive ki even I was forced to take a second thought over her impression on me.

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  9. Ah...I can carry it forward from here...
    "Next moment I feel a sharp pain in my side...coming alive with difficulty it was a nudge by 'exasperated as ever' Prachi!
    Where will I be without her!"

    Outside the class for most of the time I think...or maybe listening to some wedding songs!

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  10. You are so in love with "her"

    Dont fight back though..let her do her job(which she will anyhow)..

    and Wedding songs!!

    What was the latest addition to your playlist??"emosanal something"?? :D

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  11. Thanx all!
    n.. sorry for the delay in replying.
    @Shweta Di:Ya this is the classroom one...though it aplies to a lot of not so comfortable places as well ;)

    @Khush: sure dear, I have two more waiting to get posted.

    @Ratika: Struggle to on hai.Everyday!

    @Alok: A blog for a blog! See u can also start blogging! But ya! U r well above these triffle things...

    @Prachi: Well...what to say?
    n thanku so much fr reminding about those wedding songs! x-|
    For General awareness:
    The reference of Wedding Songs has been given in order to Defame the author of this blog!

    @Swapnil: Not me! But she seems to bein love with me!N... m so very tired of her!
    N kindly clear ur doubts about my choice of songs personally!

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